Important ANNOUNCEMENT. Not really.
DramaTweets
A Message to DC Comics
0 violent reactions From the nonsensical thoughts of your DramaQueen at 10:52 AMMy room, however, is full of pictures of Batman that I taped up on all the four walls of my room. Having Legolas and Zac Efron up there with him is kind of weird.
You guessed it, this entry is just a hero-worship of the Batman. Or a plead to DC Comics to bring Bruce Wayne back. Or a plot to amuse myself from my ever-so-boring life.
I've adored Batman since I was 11. He was the perfect superhero for me, considering that I totally thought being Goth was cool back then. (Don't get me wrong, I still think Goth's cool for other people.) (Figured if I went Goth and stuff, that'd make me a poser and it'd negate the whole point of being Goth.) (Realized that I'd be better off as a Rockstar.)
He's moody, dark, mysterious, looks the opposite of gay when in tights, and still manages to stay on the good side. How perfect can you get? He's the superhero who could make those with powers insecure because he doesn't rely on pure brawn, he's got the intellect to get him out of the ditches people throw him in. He's saved Superman a bunch of times, which I find amazing. I do know Superman has saved Bats' butt at some points but the fact that he's got super-strength, laser eyes and that he can fly just doesn't leave my jaw dropped.
Batman's human, which makes it doubly hard to save anyone's behind.
Imagine my shock when they killed my benchmark for the perfect boyfriend. (This is why the rest of the world can have Edward Cullen.) (Well, this and the fact that I think Jasper's hotter than he is.) (Jackson Rathbone, Jasper Hale - Potato, Potah-to.)
Sure, it's just Bruce Wayne that got killed but the point is, Bruce Wayne IS Batman. They could give us a million guys who could serve as substitutes but no one will ever be as stubborn yet utterly amazing as Bruce Wayne's Batman.
It's kind of like your Dad dying and your Mom marrying someone else. Sure, you'll have a father-figure but there'd be no one who could ever replace your dad.
I'm just worried that whoever they replace him with would go astray from the essence of Batman.
Which is why this is my official whiny-a** entry to plead, beg, rolling-on-the-floor request to DC Comics to bring back Bruce Wayne. The world won't be the same without Bruce's Batman. Some of us expect Bruce to live to reach his 50s and beat the crap out of Superman. (Again, read DKR.)
You guys brought Supes back from the dead 15 years ago or something and I think - hopefully a whole bunch of other people do, too - the Batman deserves the same treatment. He's brought you guys a lot of bucks, the least you could do is un-die him for us.
I'm seriously considering on going on a hunger strike until you guys do.
On my knees begging,
Your Once and Future DramaQueen
PS
If any of you guys come up with
some petition to bring Bats back,
I'm very willing to sign it.
Just tell me.
Rob Sheridan came up with
a new sketch:

Visit his blog entry
HERE
DramaQueen files this under batman, batman's death, DC Comics, petition, rob sheridan
I was never one to enjoy responsibility. I avoided it as often as I could for 16 years straight and I became somewhat a Jedi Knight when it came to deflecting responsibility or anything that would relate to it.
Laziness became my default mode back then. Problem is, I went to college and was forced to grow up.
Which is why I wrote the following resolutions which I have to comply with by the end of this year or I am totally screwed. I know my self well enough to comprehend that what motivates me to do something are a set of driving factors - whatever they may be, whichever size they come in.
RESOLUTION #1: I will become vegan this year
This is long-overdue and there is a need for me to save the planet, seeing as my superpowers are coming in a bit late. Besides, any self-respecting PETA supporter should be one. I know some of you may disagree with PETA and everything that it stands for but I find them to my liking. It's not that they actually force you to stop eating meat, it's that they point out how much it helps society to become vegan or vegetarian. I think people from PETA do know that you have the freedom to choose how you act to things, what you eat, and stuff like that. What they're doing is more of educating people. The choice is up to you anyway.
The whole point of me going vegan is not because I've been "brainwashed" or anything but because I think that what they say makes a whole lot of sense.
RESOLUTION #2: I will pray every night before I go to sleep
I used to do this when I was a kid. I stopped during the Death of Hopes and Dreams Incident of 2006. I thought that if I were God and there were more than six billion souls in the world, I'd listen to the ones who needed my help the most - and that would be to the children in Somalia or Darfur or the children from any war- or hunger-stricken countries, not to the whiny 16-year old who thinks waaaay too much.
Anyhoo, after that, everything just went downhill. Let's face it, I'm the kind of person who needs constant attention. Hopefully, God won't abandon me anymore. Or make me feel abandoned, I don't know. What I do know is that I have abandonment issues that I need to resolve or something. Oh well.
RESOLUTION #3: I will try my hardest to get great grades this year
People have been telling me I have the potential to get amazing grades. I do know that, by the way. It's just that I'd hate it if I constantly get great grades and a time would come that I'd fail. I've got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match, Luvs. (Great song by Fall Out Boy, btw.) I'm not up to dealing with people seeing me as a failure.
So this year I'm taking my chances, so to speak. Hopefully I don't blow it.
RESOLUTION #4: I will get over my anti-social stage
I will hang out with my friends more often, and reply to their text messages, instant messages, e-mails, what have you. I used to be that way. Back then I was needy for all my friends' attention, I loved how everyone needed me. But then I realized I was pathetic so I stopped being the person everyone could rely on 24/7.
It's not that I'm going back to that rut, I'm just going back to being the person who helps out and stuff. Ladeeda
I don't know why it bothers my parents so much. I get good grades, I do my chores - most of them, anyway, and I don't do drugs. But if it makes them happy, I will give up my Call Center ways and start doing... whatever it is that I need to do. Oh well, it'll give me more time for studying so I'll probably fulfill Resolution #3 that way. Whoopee. Not.
RESOLUTION #6: I will not avoid responsibility anymore
Haha, now there's a challenge.
RESOLUTION #7: I should come up with a Youtube gig
It's amazing how talented my Youtube heroes are. If I can't be a famous actress or rockstar the conventional way, I might as well do it the Youtube way.
Youtube heroes:
RESOLUTION #8: I should talk less
I think that I'm actually annoying to the people who listen to me. LOL.
RESOLUTION #9: By June 12, 2009, I should come up with a concrete plan of my life
I'm (hopefully) graduating next year and I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I need to come up with another set of Hopes and Dreams - fast.Let's stop at nine. I did a list of nine last year and I can't think of anything else, anyway.
Here's to hoping I actually accomplish one or two things in this list.
Cheers,
Your Once and Future DramaQueen
DramaQueen files this under 2009, blah blah blah, resolutions, youtube heroes
My planner's filled with exams, papers, paper consultations, assignments, blah blah blah. I know my planner's new and all but I think the teachers were too excited to fill it up. It's just the start of the year, the least they could do is save some planned torture for next month, or how about never? I get the whole high pressure + high temperature = diamonds logic but c'mon, high pressure + high temperature also = pimples, and ultimately, stress, which we all know is the leading cause of death. (Cancer, suicide, you name it, bucko.)
And I let all these school stuff get to me 'cause I actually DO want to graduate on schedule (ie 2010) not because I'm excited to work and become some sort of slave to capitalism but because, Ladies and Gents, getting as far away from school as possible has been the only dream to have survived the Death of Hopes and Dreams Incident of 2006.
But then if you think about it, I'm still off to Graduate or Law or Clown School after I graduate so that doesn't exactly make much sense, does it now? Welcome to my world, I guess.
The point here is that for the umpteenth time, my school is driving me thisclose off the edge but this time, and this is the weird part, I'm actually trying to save myself. Not that there's much of me worth saving for. One of these days I'm probably getting superpowers and when that time comes, you guys will proclaim me your ruler. Most of you will wish that I should've died by drowning in schoolwork. LOL.
This ends our first rant of 2009. Join us again next time, kids.
Ladeeda.
~You know who

I'd post an entry worshiping DKR
but my brain cells could never come up
with anything to bring justice to it.
READ THIS.
Seriously.
DramaQueen files this under frank miller, random thoughts, the dark knight returns, the woes of school, venetianprincess
Last Year's Wishes Are This Year's Apologies
0 violent reactions From the nonsensical thoughts of your DramaQueen at 12:01 PMYou guessed it, I'm stalling. (Hafta study for an exam.) (Lalala.)
So well anyhoo, I thought I should check out my resolutions for last year and do a checklist or whatnot.
"1. I will change the way I text and type. No longer will it be the Angel way of texting. [i.e. tHis iS aN eXampLe]. I will text or type like every other normal person. This could be the reason why I have bad karma."
So this one I accomplished. Karma was kind of okay in 2008 - I got depressed less and stuff, and I think I kind of dealt with my bipolar-ness nicely.
"2. I will, as much as possible, CARE for whatever goes on in my life and CARE for whoever makes my day wonderful. I used to do that but then I sunked into depression and forgot to give a shhh about those around me. I still don't care maybe because my life is crappy and subconsciously, I want everyone else's to be like mine. Just realized that now."
Well, yeah, I think I pretty much cared about people and things and events and whatever so I guess that means this gets a check or something.
"3. I will try my HARDEST to be naning. There was a time that I was but then I felt a sense of purposelessness so I stopped. The reason why my parents work their butts off is to send me to school [never mind the fact that my tuition is not that expensive]. The fact that they slaved just to get me in a classroom must be worth something. I used to care about that. That's why I went to U.P. Right now, I really don't care anymore."
Amazingly, this one I accomplished, too. Although my grades pretty much sucks like rotten eggs but hey, I think I'm a better, more responsible student.
"4. [This is connected to the statement above] I will be less lazy. Wait, I WON'T be lazy. Buddha's probably got some wise thoughts on laziness, I don't know. Anyway, I shouldn't be lazy because I will never amount to anything... or my hands would become like Devon's in Idle hands. Cool movie. Will keep that thought in mind."
Although my laziness pops up here and there, I've become quite active compared to who I've been two years ago.
"5. I will be vegan. I tried to be vegan, heck, I was a fishitarian for years but then I stopped caring for life. [WHERE EXACTLY DID I STOP BEING HUMAN? Humans are supposed to care or whatever.] Meat is murder. Buddha said something about vegetarianism being the first step to nirvana. I'm not trying to attain nirvana, per se. I just want to escape the bad karma."
Okay, admittedly this one I totally failed at. I was doing so good for the first couple of months but then I grew kind of tired or something. But I will accomplish this in 2009. I really will.
"6. I will care for the environment like I did a billion years ago [or high school, at least]. New Age Girl was my theme song. "Mary Moon, she's a vegetarian. Mary Moon, Mary Moon..." Well, anyhoo, I will be Mary Moon again and outlive all you guys when you're septuagenarians. Haha. I love that song. Seriously, though, I will imagine [again] that the meat I eat are my dogs. I love my woofies."
Good news is that last year, I started caring again. Yey.
"7. I will try to restore my faith in God. Like I told my friends, I can't give them advice on how to find a boyfriend because I'm trying to find my God. I don't care that when I become religious again, people would call it blind faith. I was happier when I blind."
I wasn't exactly religious as I was before, per se, but I stopped dissing God.
"8. 8. I will no longer cut myself because…
one: the emo kids are doing it and for the nth time, I'M NOT EMO
two: it's against my religion that I no longer believe in
and three: I might get tetanus"
Haha. So sue me.
"9. I will not cuss or swear. For one thing, I'd get into trouble with the parents. I really hate it when girls swear. It’s very un-lady like."
I kind of stopped cussing, which is good, I guess.
So I got 7 out 9. Good for me.
Happy New Year, Dahlins :)
PS
Will change Christmas playlist some time this week. Too busy right now. I think. LOL
PPS
Will also write new resolutions to become a better person. LOL.
DramaQueen files this under new year, resolutions
A Poem
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village, though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there's some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.


