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Last Year's Wishes Are This Year's Apologies
From the nonsensical thoughts of your DramaQueen at 12:01 PMW00t2! New Year! Yay! Whatever! LOL.
You guessed it, I'm stalling. (Hafta study for an exam.) (Lalala.)
So well anyhoo, I thought I should check out my resolutions for last year and do a checklist or whatnot.
"1. I will change the way I text and type. No longer will it be the Angel way of texting. [i.e. tHis iS aN eXampLe]. I will text or type like every other normal person. This could be the reason why I have bad karma."
So this one I accomplished. Karma was kind of okay in 2008 - I got depressed less and stuff, and I think I kind of dealt with my bipolar-ness nicely.
"2. I will, as much as possible, CARE for whatever goes on in my life and CARE for whoever makes my day wonderful. I used to do that but then I sunked into depression and forgot to give a shhh about those around me. I still don't care maybe because my life is crappy and subconsciously, I want everyone else's to be like mine. Just realized that now."
Well, yeah, I think I pretty much cared about people and things and events and whatever so I guess that means this gets a check or something.
"3. I will try my HARDEST to be naning. There was a time that I was but then I felt a sense of purposelessness so I stopped. The reason why my parents work their butts off is to send me to school [never mind the fact that my tuition is not that expensive]. The fact that they slaved just to get me in a classroom must be worth something. I used to care about that. That's why I went to U.P. Right now, I really don't care anymore."
Amazingly, this one I accomplished, too. Although my grades pretty much sucks like rotten eggs but hey, I think I'm a better, more responsible student.
"4. [This is connected to the statement above] I will be less lazy. Wait, I WON'T be lazy. Buddha's probably got some wise thoughts on laziness, I don't know. Anyway, I shouldn't be lazy because I will never amount to anything... or my hands would become like Devon's in Idle hands. Cool movie. Will keep that thought in mind."
Although my laziness pops up here and there, I've become quite active compared to who I've been two years ago.
"5. I will be vegan. I tried to be vegan, heck, I was a fishitarian for years but then I stopped caring for life. [WHERE EXACTLY DID I STOP BEING HUMAN? Humans are supposed to care or whatever.] Meat is murder. Buddha said something about vegetarianism being the first step to nirvana. I'm not trying to attain nirvana, per se. I just want to escape the bad karma."
Okay, admittedly this one I totally failed at. I was doing so good for the first couple of months but then I grew kind of tired or something. But I will accomplish this in 2009. I really will.
"6. I will care for the environment like I did a billion years ago [or high school, at least]. New Age Girl was my theme song. "Mary Moon, she's a vegetarian. Mary Moon, Mary Moon..." Well, anyhoo, I will be Mary Moon again and outlive all you guys when you're septuagenarians. Haha. I love that song. Seriously, though, I will imagine [again] that the meat I eat are my dogs. I love my woofies."
Good news is that last year, I started caring again. Yey.
"7. I will try to restore my faith in God. Like I told my friends, I can't give them advice on how to find a boyfriend because I'm trying to find my God. I don't care that when I become religious again, people would call it blind faith. I was happier when I blind."
I wasn't exactly religious as I was before, per se, but I stopped dissing God.
"8. 8. I will no longer cut myself because…
one: the emo kids are doing it and for the nth time, I'M NOT EMO
two: it's against my religion that I no longer believe in
and three: I might get tetanus"
Haha. So sue me.
"9. I will not cuss or swear. For one thing, I'd get into trouble with the parents. I really hate it when girls swear. It’s very un-lady like."
I kind of stopped cussing, which is good, I guess.
So I got 7 out 9. Good for me.
Happy New Year, Dahlins :)
PS
Will change Christmas playlist some time this week. Too busy right now. I think. LOL
PPS
Will also write new resolutions to become a better person. LOL.
You guessed it, I'm stalling. (Hafta study for an exam.) (Lalala.)
So well anyhoo, I thought I should check out my resolutions for last year and do a checklist or whatnot.
"1. I will change the way I text and type. No longer will it be the Angel way of texting. [i.e. tHis iS aN eXampLe]. I will text or type like every other normal person. This could be the reason why I have bad karma."
So this one I accomplished. Karma was kind of okay in 2008 - I got depressed less and stuff, and I think I kind of dealt with my bipolar-ness nicely.
"2. I will, as much as possible, CARE for whatever goes on in my life and CARE for whoever makes my day wonderful. I used to do that but then I sunked into depression and forgot to give a shhh about those around me. I still don't care maybe because my life is crappy and subconsciously, I want everyone else's to be like mine. Just realized that now."
Well, yeah, I think I pretty much cared about people and things and events and whatever so I guess that means this gets a check or something.
"3. I will try my HARDEST to be naning. There was a time that I was but then I felt a sense of purposelessness so I stopped. The reason why my parents work their butts off is to send me to school [never mind the fact that my tuition is not that expensive]. The fact that they slaved just to get me in a classroom must be worth something. I used to care about that. That's why I went to U.P. Right now, I really don't care anymore."
Amazingly, this one I accomplished, too. Although my grades pretty much sucks like rotten eggs but hey, I think I'm a better, more responsible student.
"4. [This is connected to the statement above] I will be less lazy. Wait, I WON'T be lazy. Buddha's probably got some wise thoughts on laziness, I don't know. Anyway, I shouldn't be lazy because I will never amount to anything... or my hands would become like Devon's in Idle hands. Cool movie. Will keep that thought in mind."
Although my laziness pops up here and there, I've become quite active compared to who I've been two years ago.
"5. I will be vegan. I tried to be vegan, heck, I was a fishitarian for years but then I stopped caring for life. [WHERE EXACTLY DID I STOP BEING HUMAN? Humans are supposed to care or whatever.] Meat is murder. Buddha said something about vegetarianism being the first step to nirvana. I'm not trying to attain nirvana, per se. I just want to escape the bad karma."
Okay, admittedly this one I totally failed at. I was doing so good for the first couple of months but then I grew kind of tired or something. But I will accomplish this in 2009. I really will.
"6. I will care for the environment like I did a billion years ago [or high school, at least]. New Age Girl was my theme song. "Mary Moon, she's a vegetarian. Mary Moon, Mary Moon..." Well, anyhoo, I will be Mary Moon again and outlive all you guys when you're septuagenarians. Haha. I love that song. Seriously, though, I will imagine [again] that the meat I eat are my dogs. I love my woofies."
Good news is that last year, I started caring again. Yey.
"7. I will try to restore my faith in God. Like I told my friends, I can't give them advice on how to find a boyfriend because I'm trying to find my God. I don't care that when I become religious again, people would call it blind faith. I was happier when I blind."
I wasn't exactly religious as I was before, per se, but I stopped dissing God.
"8. 8. I will no longer cut myself because…
one: the emo kids are doing it and for the nth time, I'M NOT EMO
two: it's against my religion that I no longer believe in
and three: I might get tetanus"
Haha. So sue me.
"9. I will not cuss or swear. For one thing, I'd get into trouble with the parents. I really hate it when girls swear. It’s very un-lady like."
I kind of stopped cussing, which is good, I guess.
So I got 7 out 9. Good for me.
Happy New Year, Dahlins :)
PS
Will change Christmas playlist some time this week. Too busy right now. I think. LOL
PPS
Will also write new resolutions to become a better person. LOL.
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A Poem
By Robert Frost
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village, though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there's some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.


