Important ANNOUNCEMENT. Not really.
DramaTweets
For a Good Cause...
Argh. I hate how this long weekend's over. It actually gave me time to think of the future and I realized that I will probably never get to laze around and do everything that is the opposite of productive.
I was never one to enjoy responsibility. I avoided it as often as I could for 16 years straight and I became somewhat a Jedi Knight when it came to deflecting responsibility or anything that would relate to it.
Laziness became my default mode back then. Problem is, I went to college and was forced to grow up.
Which is why I wrote the following resolutions which I have to comply with by the end of this year or I am totally screwed. I know my self well enough to comprehend that what motivates me to do something are a set of driving factors - whatever they may be, whichever size they come in.
RESOLUTION #1: I will become vegan this year
RESOLUTION #2: I will pray every night before I go to sleep
RESOLUTION #3: I will try my hardest to get great grades this year
RESOLUTION #4: I will get over my anti-social stage
RESOLUTION #6: I will not avoid responsibility anymore
RESOLUTION #7: I should come up with a Youtube gig
RESOLUTION #8: I should talk less
RESOLUTION #9: By June 12, 2009, I should come up with a concrete plan of my life
Here's to hoping I actually accomplish one or two things in this list.
Cheers,
Your Once and Future DramaQueen
I was never one to enjoy responsibility. I avoided it as often as I could for 16 years straight and I became somewhat a Jedi Knight when it came to deflecting responsibility or anything that would relate to it.
Laziness became my default mode back then. Problem is, I went to college and was forced to grow up.
Which is why I wrote the following resolutions which I have to comply with by the end of this year or I am totally screwed. I know my self well enough to comprehend that what motivates me to do something are a set of driving factors - whatever they may be, whichever size they come in.
RESOLUTION #1: I will become vegan this year
This is long-overdue and there is a need for me to save the planet, seeing as my superpowers are coming in a bit late. Besides, any self-respecting PETA supporter should be one. I know some of you may disagree with PETA and everything that it stands for but I find them to my liking. It's not that they actually force you to stop eating meat, it's that they point out how much it helps society to become vegan or vegetarian. I think people from PETA do know that you have the freedom to choose how you act to things, what you eat, and stuff like that. What they're doing is more of educating people. The choice is up to you anyway.
The whole point of me going vegan is not because I've been "brainwashed" or anything but because I think that what they say makes a whole lot of sense.
RESOLUTION #2: I will pray every night before I go to sleep
I used to do this when I was a kid. I stopped during the Death of Hopes and Dreams Incident of 2006. I thought that if I were God and there were more than six billion souls in the world, I'd listen to the ones who needed my help the most - and that would be to the children in Somalia or Darfur or the children from any war- or hunger-stricken countries, not to the whiny 16-year old who thinks waaaay too much.
Anyhoo, after that, everything just went downhill. Let's face it, I'm the kind of person who needs constant attention. Hopefully, God won't abandon me anymore. Or make me feel abandoned, I don't know. What I do know is that I have abandonment issues that I need to resolve or something. Oh well.
RESOLUTION #3: I will try my hardest to get great grades this year
People have been telling me I have the potential to get amazing grades. I do know that, by the way. It's just that I'd hate it if I constantly get great grades and a time would come that I'd fail. I've got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match, Luvs. (Great song by Fall Out Boy, btw.) I'm not up to dealing with people seeing me as a failure.
So this year I'm taking my chances, so to speak. Hopefully I don't blow it.
RESOLUTION #4: I will get over my anti-social stage
I will hang out with my friends more often, and reply to their text messages, instant messages, e-mails, what have you. I used to be that way. Back then I was needy for all my friends' attention, I loved how everyone needed me. But then I realized I was pathetic so I stopped being the person everyone could rely on 24/7.
It's not that I'm going back to that rut, I'm just going back to being the person who helps out and stuff. Ladeeda
RESOLUTION #5: I will spend less time online
I don't know why it bothers my parents so much. I get good grades, I do my chores - most of them, anyway, and I don't do drugs. But if it makes them happy, I will give up my Call Center ways and start doing... whatever it is that I need to do. Oh well, it'll give me more time for studying so I'll probably fulfill Resolution #3 that way. Whoopee. Not.
RESOLUTION #6: I will not avoid responsibility anymore
Haha, now there's a challenge.
RESOLUTION #7: I should come up with a Youtube gig
It's amazing how talented my Youtube heroes are. If I can't be a famous actress or rockstar the conventional way, I might as well do it the Youtube way.
Youtube heroes:
RESOLUTION #8: I should talk less
I think that I'm actually annoying to the people who listen to me. LOL.
RESOLUTION #9: By June 12, 2009, I should come up with a concrete plan of my life
I'm (hopefully) graduating next year and I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I need to come up with another set of Hopes and Dreams - fast.Let's stop at nine. I did a list of nine last year and I can't think of anything else, anyway.
Here's to hoping I actually accomplish one or two things in this list.
Cheers,
Your Once and Future DramaQueen
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A Poem
By Robert Frost
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village, though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there's some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
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